Today, I’m travelling to the dentist, and it feels like the start of a new chapter in my life.
For years, I’ve lived feeling insecure, hiding my smile because of my teeth. It’s something that has affected my confidence every single day.
Growing up, I didn’t have regular access to dental care, and I wasn’t taught the importance of looking after my teeth. Those circumstances came with a huge price that I’ve carried into adulthood. It’s not something I can change now, but it is something I can finally do something about.
Today marks the beginning of a long and emotional journey to rebuild my smile.
This isn’t going to be an easy process. I need four bone graft procedures before I can even move on to the next stage of treatment. Just thinking about it fills me with anxiety because I have a real fear of needles. The idea of going through these procedures is scary, and I know there will be painful days ahead.
But for the first time in a very long time, the pain has a purpose.
Every appointment brings me one step closer to smiling without shame. One step closer to laughing without covering my mouth. One step closer to finally feeling confident in my own skin.
If you’re someone who struggles with your teeth, or you’ve spent years hiding your smile like I have, I hope you know you’re not alone. Our past doesn’t have to define our future.
This journey won’t be quick, and certainly won’t be easy
Here’s to the beginning of a brand new smile and (a very costly one)
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